Since I don't like to, and almost never look back at my old journal entry, I have made the decision to delete all the old blog posts. I have the tendency to write down really angsty and negative thoughts and it is very suffocating to relive those moments... Right now I am feeling really excited about all the possibilities, can't wait to jot down my thoughts and experiences from the new chapter of my life  ((insert crying emoji.

I am planning to submit my application right after Chinese New Year, that means I am left with roughly 100 more days to go? Frankly speaking, I am quite apprehensive about this because I am applying into an engineering school, however my foundation for maths and physics is at a clown level... I'll start to take up lessons online from November onwards, hopefully by the time I go for interview, I'll be able to clear their short quiz with ease.

I have been reading up forums, and watching so much YouTube videos regarding university life and how people ace their interviews. Those are keeping me excited at all times, and the energy does get turn into a big motivation to keep me pressing on with my decision.